Now you see me

1:28pm: WIGGIDY WOOOOO
looky da wig hehehe




back to school, back to school so dad will think im not a fool....(sumpting like dat) -billy madison

9:00pm: :'(
an enemy of mine from my child hood years passed away... he picked on my friend and i...threw us up against walls and beat us with soccer kleats...i hadn't seen him since fifth grade, yet i still cry...even though he tormented me and hurt me....i cried... whats worse is that his accident is near the accident my best friend died at...coincidently, by a tractor trailer as well...


Two teens killed in accident
Driver, 18, hurt after car is hit by truck at malfunctioning signal
By Annie Linskey
Sun reporter
Originally published January 8, 2006
Two teenagers died and a third was sent to Maryland Shock Trauma Center in Baltimore after the Volvo in which they were riding was struck by a tractor-trailer at an intersection with a malfunctioning traffic signal near Elkridge on Friday night, police said.

"It is every parent's worst nightmare," said Linda Howard, whose daughter Theresa, 18, died in the accident. "They were in the prime of their lives."

Also killed in the crash was Scott E. Caplan, 19, of Columbia. "I'm numb," said Scott's father, Roger Caplan. "He just loved the world. He wanted to enjoy it, and now he can't."

The accident occurred about 11 p.m. after the tractor-trailer left Interstate 95 south and came to an intersection with a traffic light that was not lit because of a power outage, said Sgt. Thornnie Rouse, a spokesman for the state police. The truck crashed into the right side of the Volvo as it went through the intersection heading west on Patuxent Parkway, Route 175, Rouse said.

The Volvo's driver, Meghan E. St. Martin, 18, of Marriotsville was in serious but stable condition at Shock Trauma yesterday. Her family could not be reached to comment yesterday.

Howard County police were aware that the traffic light was out, but no police officers were on the scene to direct traffic before the accident, said Sherry Llewellyn, a spokeswoman for the department.

Maryland State Police also knew about the malfunction. Llewellyn said a Maryland trooper and a county officer were at the scene before the accident briefly, but left.

"We've undertaken the tedious process to determine the sequence of events to understand what actions were taken and why they were taken," Llewellyn said.

State police are also trying to determine whether an officer left the scene without lighting flares or taking other steps to warn motorists, Rouse said.

Howard County and state police contacted the State Highway Authority about the malfunctioning signal at 10 p.m. -- about an hour before the accident, said SHA spokeswoman Lora A. Rakowski. A highway administration technician assigned to fix the light arrived at the scene 11 minutes after the accident, Rakowski said.

The light was out because of a power outage, Rakowski said, and Baltimore Gas & Electric Co. was notified. Linda Foy, a BGE spokeswoman, confirmed that power outages were reported in the area of the intersection Friday.

"If you approach any intersection with a nonworking traffic signal, you are required to exercise caution. If that means stop, then you stop," Rouse said. He added that there was no evidence either vehicle stopped before the accident.

Rouse also said vehicles on a main thoroughfare have the right of way when a signal is out. "In this case, ... [the Volvo] would have the right of way," he said.

He said the Howard County state's attorney's office will have to decide whether to file charges.

State police responded to the accident at the request of Howard County police, Rouse said. He added that the county police were tied up with a separate fatal car accident that happened at 7 p.m.

The two teenagers who died were sitting on the right side of the car -- Howard was in the front passenger seat and Caplan was sitting behind her in the back seat. Alcohol and drugs are not thought to be factors in the accident, police said.

The three teenagers were home from college on winter break, the parents said. Theresa E. Howard, known to friends as Tara, had made macaroni and cheese with St. Martin, Linda Howard said. The two girls left the house for the movies at 7:30 p.m. or 8 p.m., and St. Martin was planning to sleep over at the Howard home, Linda Howard said.

The girls went to high school at Mount de Sales Academy in Catonsville. "Tara always saw the need" and felt a responsibility to help other people, Linda Howard said.

Her daughter was a freshman in college. "She had just gotten her report card and she had straight A's," Howard said. "Classes start in a week."

It is not clear when Scott E. Caplan joined the girls, but Howard said they might have been giving him a ride home from Don Pablo's, a Mexican restaurant where his father said he waited tables.

"He was working doubles [shifts] the last month or two there," Roger Caplan said. "He was really interested in entrepreneurial stuff. He had a great work ethic."

Caplan graduated from Wilde Lake High School in 2004 and was in his second year at Howard County Community College, Caplan said.

"He was a good-looking guy; the women liked him. He just had a smile that could ... ," Caplan said, not finishing the sentence. "He was always thinking big, and he was always telling me his ideas. He'd say, 'You know Dad, you should think about this.'

"We went to the last Ravens game together; we had a wonderful, wonderful night."

The driver of the tractor-trailer, Gary L. Dicks, 23, of Stephens City, Va., was not injured. Dicks said he had dropped off a shipment in Baltimore and was driving home for the night.

He declined to provide details of the accident, other than to say witnesses told him the Volvo hit his truck -- an account at odds with the version provided by police.

"I'm feeling pretty rough," he said. "How are you supposed to feel?"

His girlfriend, Amanda L. Bergdoll, 20, of Augusta, W.Va., was a passenger in the truck. She was treated at Howard County General Hospital and released.

Funeral services for Caplan are planned for 1 p.m. tomorrow at Witzke's Funeral Homes, 5555 Twin Knolls Road, Columbia.

Services for Howard will be at 11 a.m. Thursday at the Church of the Resurrection, 3175 Paulskirk Drive, Ellicott City.



RIP scott....

3:43pm: back from the beach

11:47am: happy chrismachanukwanica

12:45am: The truth
this weekend...how to put it....beauitul....educational...etc etc.... a mission to say beyond a seekers eye if i may say...any question that may have randomly come into our naive minds were answered by only looking at eachother. We mostly focused on jenn this time, which was completely fine..she got to learn alot about her self as did i. Retorical questions are key...this was the first "fun" roll as you could say, that i have ever had..there were no tears at all..nothing negative etc.

we were naked..completely and uterly naked...i've never done that before, ecspecially in the light. both of us were. and it was beautiful. We just layed there on the bed..talking jumping up and down naked onthe bed. taking steaming hot showers then sitting on the tub and splashing eachother...just doing things we wouldnt reguarly do...well we would do it...but not as much and comfortably to an extent.

Orange juice A Ok ;-)|

We decided to draw...she sat on one side of the room, i layed on the bed...for a brief moment we stopped to see one anothers results...both looked the same... a box..but not just any box, but what we described as Pandoras' box...mine was surrounded by fire sqirly lines and right side and upside down hearts with bandags across them. a road kind of, and a crying eye..but it wasnt crying tears, but flowers...jenns looked the same except with knives.

its hard to understand but more will be said later as i rest and think about the other night..

we went to the beach last night...drove to DE..went there for an hr..and drove back...and it was beautiful..

more to come...

8:37am: stupid morning

It is about 8:30 am and instead  of sleeping...like i had planned...i'm awake..why you ask? because my mom puts my baby brother in my bed and leaves...tells me where shes going while im sleeping  (not comprehending anything) and  goes...leaving me with him...everything was fine and dandy until he started screaming out of no where; screaming babies and i dont mix well...i begin to feel overwhelmed and want to throw it and scream..but instead i attempted to call my mom...did she pick up? NO she didnt. SO next, i find myself running up and down the stairs with nate looking for a bottle.... making bottles half awake is not highly suggested for you will end up dropping it everywhere and making another one and another one.  SO, the bottle quest was finally conqured...but now my day is ruined because im cranky...i didnt get the rest i wanted/needed.  I was going to go to K-mart to by some organizing bins for my bathroom and get rid of..more clothes...i need to do something about my room, so jenn will possibly be helping me sometime in doing that...

So i'm still on this search for self shpeel... growing my hair out.. i got my nails DID TWO NIGHTS AGO. and what nukka?!?!?! and i actually feel a little better... i dont feel like....hmm how to explain....i dont feel as if im wearing a mask that doesnt fit, but still manages every day to pull it off....yep...that pretty much sums that up....back to what i was saying...im growing my hair out, got the nails dun did, wearing a little more girly clothes  ( i never really was a hardXcore girly clothes dresser cause i wasn't the thinnest in middle school, so that progresssed into turning into a tom boy and then losing weight in high school and then into whatever now, i really dont care. 

so....whos seen white chicks?

god damn it there goes the baby...


"Hasta laveesta. Arnold  Shwartza-negro" asdkgkdsjghaghdsjgsag HAHAHAHAHA

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2:11pm: im tired..im mad at my mom...i want to go to sleep...i need sleep..im in a bad mood and i want to just drive my car off a cliff..

but besides that, on a slightly lighter note..JENNS BIRTHING PARTY IS AT MY HOUSE..if you need directions (those who are already invited) just email me at glambamchick@yahoo.com or aim slickxkat...

one more lighter note Eric and i have a play date tomorrow =D hes going shopping with me to get jenn gifts andstuff for her party

  

10:56am:

3:02pm: bored..messin with old pics
after dancing all day for a musical in high school

10:37pm: its totally snowing outside....

yep..

also i so got glasses today... but  i dont feel like taking a picture right now..

im going to try and set up a doctors appointment friday...nuff said

12:48am:


miss her

2:44am:

one of these days i will write a super long entry on this damn thing to prove to myself that i am using it...well.. right now..im rambling due to lack of sleep even though im not tired at all..i mean i want to sleep..but i cant...right now im just sitting here trying to type while watching that little asian guy swing them hips...if you dont stare at is, it looks like i dont know how to describe it but its funny...anywho...i want a digital camera to take many whorey pictures with so i can blow up my journal with them all...yep..thats what i want to do..and i cant find mine..sooooo...daddy...is getting a camera for me..nonono.my mom will get the camera, and dad can buy me new car breaks =D since work doesnt pay me enough i have to ask for it around the holidays..or possible chanuka however you spell it..i will get enough money to use it..or perhaps use a savings bond that i have and cash that mofo in for some BREAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh ya oh ya oh yayaya. okay..im done..so much for trying to make an entry that could possible make sense, but i knew it wouldnt ...

12:57am: i was dared..so i did it...heresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss KONGO!!!!

and our cool glow in the dark CONDOMMMM kongo is purple it just looks pink lol...

also, my new hair..not a drastic change..but its different.



hehehe mommy gave me those pjs that like i unno how to describe..bbbbut they like cover your whole body?

1:16pm:
i love her



jenn tried to make a tent last night while i was making our dessert thingy that consists of the following :
-melted marshmallows in the microwave about 8 (its so cool when you take it out and it sall bubbly n stuff)
-these rice crispie trates that are chocolate and crunchy
-3 sugar cones broken up
-3 cherry dilly bars from dairy queen

then you mix it allllllllll up and its gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodddddddddddd



so i think im getting sicker..i went ot throw up last night..ended up heeving...and coughin up blood..i think im getting Pneumonia.

symptoms:

• High fever 
• Chills
• Chest pain on breathing
• Dry cough - in early stages
• Productive cough - in later stages
• Cough with thick yellow-green mucus
• Cough with rust-colored sputum
• Blood in sputum (coughing up blood)
• Shivering
• Sweating
• Breathlessness
• Chest pain
• Cyanosis  (blue or pale skin)
• Shallow breathing
• Rapid breathing
• Difficult breathing
• Drowsiness
• Convulsions  (seizures)
  
  
  so far i have everything except convulsions.
  
  i have to go clean now...
  
  

3:43pm:

im getting glasses by next week...oh yaaaaa oh yaaaa..not so much




ihatestupidpeople...

5:59am: HAHAHAHAHAHA

7:41pm:
only in baltimore do we write "believe" on a trashcan..but alas...somehow it has some significant meaning behind it..

as shitty it may look..being just an outsider looking in...the magnificence of it is what makes it count..it doesnt have to make sense to you.i know what i mean..

6:07am: todays going to be a long day...and i feel like shit...

10:48am:                                                    


Turn Off The Lights
By : Hollywood Undead

Jeffree Star:

This is Jeffree fuckin' Star
and this is a big FUCK YOU to all you jealous bitches,
that get mad that I'm fucking your boyfriends..
An don't get mad that they suck my dick..
an then they make out with you after.. HOE!!

[chorus]

Tha Producer:

Girl your boobies look real nice to me tonight
Let's have a pillow fight, I know you're tight

Thats when we turn off the lights

Girl if you're from orange county I'll fuck you right
and J-dog might, If I'm nice

Thats when we turn off the lights


Undead


J-Dog:

I be the J to the D, girls call from OC what are you doing?
I'll fuck you in your new Denali!
What a change.. cuz I fuck girls in alleys.. behind the Beauty Bar,
lets see how far we can go on a sexual safari
I got a dick like Kareem Abdul-Jabari
Now lets pray, go all the way,
your boyfriends gay, got his truck raised.. ain't I right?
Hey Shady.. (what?) let's have a pillow fight..
I'm a sex robot sent back from the fucking future
FUCK GIRLS DEEP, STICK IT IN THEIR POOPER

[chorus]

Charlie Scene:

I'm like the Brad Pitt of scene movies
Take off that shirt and let me see them B boobies
I like C boobies, D boobies, Z boobies..
sad boobies, mad boobies, clean boobies, mean boobies
I get pissed when the haters try and cock block
I get drunk an touch Tila in her hot spot
It's Charlie Scene, let me drink from your flask,
put on my mask and fuck you in the ass
Hey Charlie, how many girls you takin' home tonight?
My dicks sinned so much it should be crucified like Jesus Christ
BEEP BEEP hey, you girls need a ride? GET INSIDE!
I pull out my skin sword on the dance floor
rub it on your butt cheeks and watch it transform
You BETTER put out, DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU..
Or I'll do the Michael Jackson and I'mo RAPE YOU!

[chorus]

Hey what is that? Is that a guy or a girl?
HEY FAGGOT!

Jeffree Star:

Shut the fuck up, you want me..
Bitches get mad that I swallow more cum than they can
Wanna give me a hand? Cuz I'll deep throat your dad
Then he'll cum on my face.. before I go on Myspace
An every guy wants my lipstick smeared on his nutsac
Let's play Barbie and shove Ken's dick in my ass..
Or you can be R. Kelly an pee on me
Just don't get it on my plastic surgery
And then I'll beat you like I did that bitch Stevie
You think that's funny?
Watch me eat Forbidden's fat pussy..

[chorus]

Jeffree Star ad libs over chorus:

Fucking cunt.. lick my pussy.. fucking cunt.. eat me out bitch!
Lick my pussy.. sit on my face daddy... FAGGOT!

12:59am:  yep...new hair..

5:50pm:

so this is yet another short update..i dont even have enough ppl to actually leave comments on this stupid thing in the first place..so why make another you may ask? who knows... but ya..i went to work today..630-6 and it sucked...but i left early today due to this guy sitting out front of the barber shop watching one of the barbers and walking back and forth past my store to the barbers etc..he did it for about an hour then sat in his car with his head lights on just staring...freak..so i closed early cause he was freaking me out.

ive been working so much lately sometimes i dont think i can handle it anymore..yet i am proud of myself for holding up two jobs and dealing with the other stress thats been going on in my life..yes ive been having my random breakdowns and crying and crying even crying after sex for no real apparent reason..just wanting to move away and run etc..but...im not...

im trying to keep myself together, stay in tune with what i need to be focusing on and whats actually not bringing me down..if that makes sense (ex:crying over nothing..) shouldnt be worrying about that...

wellllllllllll this weekend jenn and i are going down to greenbelt to play with the infamous dani and kamala..most likely more randome make out sessions with everyone..

this is how it happens: walk by someone (girl) end up kissing makin out for two mins, then walking away as if nothing happened..YEP thats just how we do...lol..idiots.but its always a blast and im looking forward to a good time..its funny how i always say "im not going to drink at danis' " becase at her house..always ALWAYS get fucked up to no end, i speak the truth...but ive been doing better lately =D

= Tori =

4:25pm: a short and quick little update...going to a meeting at work and seven..and on my way to get placebo...nuff said

3:06pm: all i want is a cute livejournal..thats all...am i allowd to have that? noooooooo and i dont understand how to use livejournal now cause its all fucked up looking *falls off chair* god